... progress with and changes to these blogs/pages is expected to be minmal in the next approx. 3-4 months as I have a guitar project on 'front burner' and drawing to culmination ...
George
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Monday, December 16, 2013
Sunday, August 25, 2013
futileescapesetc ... ?
... in part a product of systematic harassment for over twenty years ... not to say that I would not have came by the material included here and better with perspective at least as encompassing, however limited it may be on either count ... simply by way of attempting to explain why the 'escapes' are necessary at this point in my life, I suppose ... 'futile' because they do not stop the harassment ... 'etc' because there are likely to be other items included that have little if anything to do with attempting to alleviate the pain, frustration, anger, angst, etc of the harassment and it's cumulative effect for these past decades ... ... and, like I said, however 'escapist', however 'futile' ... for those of any sorta similar mind and/or lifestyle choice, pending whether you've arrived at these references yourself, there may be some gems to consider in expanding your own 'escape' base ... idunno if even this list is a futility since tastes vary, I will try to keep it focused in the event my refining taste may could be of objective value to any other/s individually ... ? ...
George, 2013.0825sd_0843a/0849a us/tx (from the hip, off the cuff)
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-- books
... we (my cats & I) are currently on some Agatha Christie, Ten Little Niggers (1939) and Pirsig's, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance (1974) -- read over the Zen at a city/county library years before declaring a college major, saw a reference to the Christie past couple years said it was classic, I don't have original copies on those publication dates segment to tabs
-- movies
... to note from recent viewings (we got Netflix again for a month free), Prometheus (2012 R), Badlands (1973 PG) and More (1969 Ur) -- hadn't seen any of 'em
-- music
... sampled within past weeks, Grateful Dead's San Francisco's Grateful Dead (1967) and some of Blues After Hours (1960) by Elmore James -- haven't heard any either of 'em
-- guitar
... check out the picking technique, impressive how it builds ones confidence to see the progress from it
-- jogging
... maybe watch the hips with takin' it into other gears than the walk / jog
-- cats
... they get pregnant very easily and most anytime of the year, they're 'wild' to have as pets but you gotta especially look out for the 'propagating calculator' if you have female(s) ... ... we're an unplanned family so the maintenance routine, in my condition as subjected and looks still bein' sat / sat, obscures the better times we have together, sad to say, especially since we are a family of sorts (species, but) and it's frightening to suppose where other people may not draw a line with this sort of family compared to an all human family, property, home, etc
-- trees ...
-- shopping ...
-- bathing
... lookin' over my shoulder from the harassment ... ... what it used to be like to have a warm shower or bath ... ?
-- sleep
... snap, crackle, pop is likely a trademark and ... etc ... was sound for some 28 years
-- thoughts
... from some conversation yesterday, and in context of the movie More (1969) recently, reflecting, what was it like, recalling there are other references like 'knockin' about' ... for those of us that aren't brought up 'goal directed' with our lives and we are tasked with either in the dark groping for direction or even have the beginnings of the concept that sinks in ... ... if we haven't had it, maybe even for those that have ya wonder ... and maybe, it was pointed out, for some it's a lifelong journey of search ... ... what do we want out of life, what do we want our life to have been about, what was important to us to have accomplished in this lifetime, maybe the only one we'll ever have, 'for a season' as it likely goes (not so well read to cite) ... ... at that place in life, that is some of what it is about, when we seem to have no direction, if we can become, and maybe we can't, if we could, become aware that we are searching, the encounters, the experiences, the exploring, it's all about finding what will make the base of experience to draw from for deciding who we want to be, you imagine some people's parents try and give that to their kids early on knowingly, aware, depth and breadth explicitly ... ? ... ... kinda frustrating pressure it places on the minds of some of us in our late teens or early twenties for someone to ask us what it is we want to do with the rest of our life ... idunno if that sounds like some sorta funny joke to some people but for others of us, supposing I'm not alone in it, the frustration from feeling* expected 'to know' what our life should be about at those stages of development is some kinda hell ... (unedited) [*more than a feeling, when he sees his mary ann walkin' away -- Boston, band, song lyric ... but, quote that on 'love street' and now we 'know' again[?])
-- ... ?
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p.s. I don't live in a movie, my life isn't a song and I am not a character from a book
---- 13.0825sd_0931a us/tx
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p.s. I'm not asking for criticism, I'm sharing this information for and potentially with people that it means something to, not to be derided by others of different perspective ... I'm not lookin' for a battle, I'm tryin' to relate, man ... compatibility by definition, not combat ... if I want combat I can watch it in a film, I'm sure there may be other instances, but they would likely be play with compatible (and likely up front and in the open), not combat per se ... ... you suppose you have something to share that I haven't tuned in to, and, you would like to share it, my email address is Georgegbree@aol.com, my physical address has a door on it for knocking on for decent introductions to ensue with rejection a possible outcome, no hard feelings intended
... you don't like me mentioning you specifically or your product that you are the sole and only representative of and voice resounding ... same email address and in as many words, if you don't mind, I don't read minds and I am not telepathic
... you want to link from your blog, page, site ... you want me to link you ... email, for consideration, please ... again with rejection potential ... I'd like a certain brand of 'funk' about my blog/page, potential website ... if you're out for free for all this ain't it, I got preferences, likes, etc ... it can't all fit the theme ... however in development it may still be it wants specific direction ... ... if I want to link you and have found you already and have not contacted you, without a staff to run this page it may be years or decades in the making ... and, even then, should always be a process, it's just a matter of 'man hours' that could make it happen sooner or later, if it was worth it,
... you want consideration for inclusion in a project with it ... I ain't the personnel department, man, maybe I could consider, I don't know, cold calls on something like that, not likely
... 'bye, George
---- 13.0825sd_1032a/1034a/1048a/1049a/1052a us/tx
---- 13.0826m_0806a us/tx
... in part a product of systematic harassment for over twenty years ... not to say that I would not have came by the material included here and better with perspective at least as encompassing, however limited it may be on either count ... simply by way of attempting to explain why the 'escapes' are necessary at this point in my life, I suppose ... 'futile' because they do not stop the harassment ... 'etc' because there are likely to be other items included that have little if anything to do with attempting to alleviate the pain, frustration, anger, angst, etc of the harassment and it's cumulative effect for these past decades ... ... and, like I said, however 'escapist', however 'futile' ... for those of any sorta similar mind and/or lifestyle choice, pending whether you've arrived at these references yourself, there may be some gems to consider in expanding your own 'escape' base ... idunno if even this list is a futility since tastes vary, I will try to keep it focused in the event my refining taste may could be of objective value to any other/s individually ... ? ...
George, 2013.0825sd_0843a/0849a us/tx (from the hip, off the cuff)
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-- ... ?
---- 13.0825sd_0923a/0940a/0946a/0958a/1013a/1016a us/tx
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p.s. I don't live in a movie, my life isn't a song and I am not a character from a book
---- 13.0825sd_0931a us/tx
=============================================
p.s. I'm not asking for criticism, I'm sharing this information for and potentially with people that it means something to, not to be derided by others of different perspective ... I'm not lookin' for a battle, I'm tryin' to relate, man ... compatibility by definition, not combat ... if I want combat I can watch it in a film, I'm sure there may be other instances, but they would likely be play with compatible (and likely up front and in the open), not combat per se ... ... you suppose you have something to share that I haven't tuned in to, and, you would like to share it, my email address is Georgegbree@aol.com, my physical address has a door on it for knocking on for decent introductions to ensue with rejection a possible outcome, no hard feelings intended
... you don't like me mentioning you specifically or your product that you are the sole and only representative of and voice resounding ... same email address and in as many words, if you don't mind, I don't read minds and I am not telepathic
... you want to link from your blog, page, site ... you want me to link you ... email, for consideration, please ... again with rejection potential ... I'd like a certain brand of 'funk' about my blog/page, potential website ... if you're out for free for all this ain't it, I got preferences, likes, etc ... it can't all fit the theme ... however in development it may still be it wants specific direction ... ... if I want to link you and have found you already and have not contacted you, without a staff to run this page it may be years or decades in the making ... and, even then, should always be a process, it's just a matter of 'man hours' that could make it happen sooner or later, if it was worth it,
... you want consideration for inclusion in a project with it ... I ain't the personnel department, man, maybe I could consider, I don't know, cold calls on something like that, not likely
... 'bye, George
---- 13.0825sd_1032a/1034a/1048a/1049a/1052a us/tx
---- 13.0826m_0806a us/tx
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